JUST SAY IT ALREADY

Can we say PAIN? That is what I am experienceing yesterday and today. I get so frustrated that I just pushed my crutches aside..big mistake. I now know I need them everywhere I go. I am not feeling like a Rock Star these days. Maybe one who was drunk and had fallen down and had to have knee surgery after going to do rehab or something. Anyhow enough about the knee. The sun has finally shone through. It finally stopped raining today. I kid you not. It rained for 40 days and nights. It flooded Kahala mall. The mall has been closed all weekend and might be closed this week because so many stores got damaged. Anyhow G is home and has been carousing with his high school buddies. I figured he would with just turning 21 and all. Its funny you cant wait until you turn 21 and when you do ..it goes by so fast after that. His recruiter has to pick him up tomorrow to go meet his new battlion and check in and all that fun stuff. He is going to take over payments on my husband 2004 Nissan Altima and my husband is going to buy a new truck. G talked to me about the bank taking payments from his direct deposit account when he goes to Iraq. I think he knows something and he told my husband because they get quiet around me when I bring it up. Knowing my husband he probably told G not to meantion anything since I just had surgery. It would not be the first time he has done something like this. G asked me if he could not move out so fast from here..just in case he gets an apartment and has to pay rent on a place he doesnt get to live in much. Why would he say that? I am so done picking brains. Just say what you have to say. I am a big girl. You have to say it to me sooner or later. Even rock stars get bad news.