Silence is Golden

I slept with the kids last night. I like it that way for now. He needs to take his ass back out on the couch and out of my bed. I like it that way for now. Anyhow I was sleeping and he came to wake me up in the morning and ask me if I wanted to walk. What a crack up. He just doesnt have a clue. I am so not going to say shit because I am not getting myself all stired up in a emotional boil. Nope not going there. I put on my shoes and we walked. We walked for 2 miles without me saying a word. I only answered in a Yes or No. I like it that way for now. Its not a game. In fact its so far from a game. I am tired of his bullshit...short and simple. If I am asked that is what I will say. I so like not talking. It quiets my mind. Sometimes with him in the house ...it reminds me of work. You just know the bullshit is deep ..you just dont know how deep. I did take the kids today to see Monster House. I liked it and then I took them to thier swimming lessons. Cook Dinner? No more. I took the kids to Micky D's and I will eat my salad and chicken breast. I like it this way for now. He is a grown man ..let him figure it out.