Oh woe is me

I am sooooo stressed right now. We are having a house built on the big island of hawaii. I just found out I didnt pass my test for the fire department. I missed it by three points. Its not going to break us but there are some things going on with my husband in his postion transfering right now. Sooooo do I go to school full time and audit classes and get into medical school like I planned or do I work full time? I know if the whole answer was left up to me I know what I would do. But I have a family who needs me and it would make life easier if I did work full time. Really the police department I work for has some major issues going on with management and really a terrible place to work right now. Go see the site a wife of a police officer put up. ShameonyouBoisse.com. Its about our police cheif and how he abuses power. Morale is at an all time low there and it sucks to work there right now. My husband who LOVES what he does and never calls in sick is really feeling crappy about his job. I have felt crappy about mine for a while. Its not the jobs..its the management. Its getting really bad there. Anyhow my passion is quilting. It frees my mind. I wish I had more time to do it. I so now need to just figure things out. As far as the hand. My doctor shot is up with cortisone today. Can we say OUCH. Right in the wrist where the vein is and in the tendon on my hand. It looks like he may have to do surgery again. Well at least I get to stay out of the low morale place for a while. It just brings wrinkles to my face that not even Oil of Olay is helping these days. I just dont think workmens comp will be paying for Botox.