Another Day ..another rant

I think I need to change my menopause meds. I dont experience hot flashes and stuff like that but man I noticed when things dont go my way ...its a bitchfest and when I am in the mist of it ..I dont even notice it. Its not a subtle thing, I am actually rant n and raving. I am like JULIA SUGERBAKER on Designing Women but on steroids or something. I about snapped the barista girl from Starbucks today. I asked for 4 shots of espresso in my coffee (like I really need it). I only saw her pour two and dammit I paid for those 2 extra. I about took her head off. Funny thing I dont even realize I did it until after. Damn am I getting bipolar or what? Anyhow I have an apointment with my ortho surgeon tomorrow. My job is putting pressure on him to send me back to work. He needs to fix this shit inside my knee. It rained all day and boy did my knee swell and hurt. So tomorrow I am going in and making him do something to fix it. I am tired of living with the pain. What is up with American Idol? I cant believe Gideon got voted off. Please give that Bucky Covington some soap and tell him to take a bath. I just dont get it.