I am soooo much better today. Man was I such a bitch over the weekend. I mean I still am but its gotten way better. I guess its the bullshit with my mother inlaw and sister in law. See they never accepted me. Not that I have done anything to them ..they just have always thought my husband walks on water. Every fight we ever had they got involved. Every move or discussion we made they had to put their two cents in. Well one day we got into it. My stepdaughter has a way of getting people to get in the mix when things dont go her way. When she cant get something out of us she runs to her mom , grandmother (mother in law) or aunt (sister in law) with bullshit and lies to get her way. Well its been over a year and I cut them all all off. They are not allowed to call my house. My husband has a cell phone for that. We dont do birthdays or Christmas's or New Years together. Its been fine by me and my husband thinks its much more peaceful this way. I still let our children go and visit now and then but if they start talking shit about me ..it will all stop. I tell him to go there if he wants to see them but keep them away from me. They are just the kind of people who like to thrive on everyones misery because they are miserable themselves. Anyhow my daughter A sang at a competition at her school and who do you think comes there. Yep. The two witches from Hell. Well anyhow I paid them no mind and my husband was doing double duty on each side of the tent. Going over there and then coming to sit by me. I just ignored them and went about my business. Anyhow today his exwife called my house to complain about my husbands son who is on drugs. Ah he will 18 soon and made a choice of drugs over his family. Anyhow I answered my phone and she started yelling at me telling me its my fault because S is on drugs. No hunny its his fault. I dont take the doobie and light it everytime he wants to get high. Anyhow she managed to throw this little comment in the mix. " Well anyhow Anita hates you". This is the ex wife who is on husband #4 telling me this about my mother in law. I told her I dont give a F%&# who likes me and you all can rot in hell because I will be the first one to dance on all of your graves. And I meant it too. Anyhow I called my husband ..he was stunned. Not that the ex is a doozy but at what she said. Ah why does that surprise you? I said. I told him so when he talks to the ex again about their druggie son and his mom make sure these bitches dont call my house because the way I fell lately I am liable to go kick some old lady ass. Oh yeah and the ex too. They have been divorced like 17 years and she still is a bitch. I can see if I made a play for him when they were married but they they were divorced like 7 years before I came in the picture. I so hate meddling people. I am too old for this but like I said they way I have been feeling I am liable to get thrown in jail. I soooooooo fricken need a vacation.