I feel a drunk coming on

Okay so here we are with the last day of 2005 upon us. I will be at home because my husband is at work. I was suppose to go to a party but it got cancelled. So I just went out and bought some Absoulute Vodka, some Cointreau, some pomegranate juice and I am going to mix them up with some ice,seltzer water and a twist of lemon and drink up. I am not a drinker but I had one of these things last night and I could of just sat there and drank. I deserve to tie one on now and then. After all the crap 2005 has given me.. I deserve a drunk. So I will toast the hell out of this year and BELIEVE that 2006 will bring nothing but great things for me. I will stick with my workouts and eating clean and healthy. I will concentrate in school so that I get high scores on my MCATS to get into medical school. I will love my kids more and play more instead of yell and get frustrated. I will find the time to work on my quilts because that is a passion of mine I just let go to the wayside. I will be a better friend,listener,mother,wife..not exactly in that order. Here is to 2006. HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!