Tuesday, January 24, 2006
Free at last ..thank God almighty ..free at last
I am going to the hospital in about 30 minutes to get the rest of this stuff out. I have been on this computer all night reserching the statistics of ovarian cancer. Is it? Will it be? My doctor just says there is a chance. Well how much of a chance? If I get run over by a car chance? If I get into a car accident chance? Anyhow I have set myself at a slight panic mode now. I have tried to cover all my bases JUST IN CASE. I havent talked to my oldest kids though. Cant talk to the son because he is in Gulfport right now. Didnt talk to the oldest daughter because she has been a little shit head because I wont bail her out everytime she maxes out her charge card. Third son is at a basketball camp and wont answer his cell phone. Only the two littlest stayed home today from school and my hubby is there. That should be enough but its not. Just breath ..just breath. I have been ready to go since 5:30 am. My surgery is suppose to be at 1:00 pm today. I will be glad to get this shit out of me and be in no pain after the last of the pain comes after surgery. I have never been scared for any surgery. Why is this different? I know its for the better.
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Linda,,, you will be fine!!!! I am going to need a vacation real soon. So God knows where i am going!! So just hurry and get better,,hell maybe Val and I will come out together some time!!! See ya on the painless side.
Love ya
Hope your surgery goes well. It will hurt for a while, but it does go away. I have been reading your blog via Kim via Tig (my big bro.) wanted to let you know that statistics are just that. Each person and stage of Ovarian CA is different. I have stage IIIc, had everything cleaned out, first round of chemo, and three months break. I am now 1 1/2 years out and doing great. I am on a chemo regimine to keep it controled.
Hope it's not CA, but if it is, YOU ARE A SURVIVOR. Get a great Doc to lead the way, take what is on the internet as info only. Most everything on the internet is two to five years old. New stuff is going on all the time.
P.S. Find what makes you the happiest and gives you the most hope and cling to it every day.
Hope you are feeling painfree very soon.
HEY GIRLY!!!!! How did it go? I Know your enjoying the drip!!!! wooo hoooo yeah taht really good stuff they let ya push the button as long as you can stay awake to do it. hehehehee Waiting to hear from ya, LOVE YA,,,,, talk to ya real soon!
Still praying for you... let us know.
Linda...I'm keeping you in my prayers! Take care of yourself!
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