Update on me

Soooooo tired but then I am trying to recover from this madness called surgery. Anyhow everything was really normal at first. Both doctors went in laprascopically to take out the ovaries and then before they even got one of them out they made a hole in my bladder. They had to call in a urologist surgeon to come in and repair the hole. Surgery would have taken 2 hours took 6 hours now. I had two large mass in both ovaries. They took them both out. No cancer. But I am in major pain. I have a cut on my abdomen which is suppose to be like a cesarean section cut. I never had one before so I dont know. I have all the holes with staples on my stomach and belly button that they made when they were going to take it out the laproscopicly way. I had a drain attached to catch the blood but they pulled that out yesterday and talk about pain.I do have a urine cathether up my hooha with a urine bag on the side of my leg. I have to have this for two weeks. It hurts like hell. They expect me to go have a bowel movement with this contraption on. Sorry for all the details but this is real stuff so I just thought I would tell the truth. I was in soooo much pain this morning ..it was the worst pain I ever felt. It felt like I had to go to the bathroom ..I just had the urge to go but I shouldent because the tube takes all the liquid to the bag. Anyhow I pushed using my stomach muscles and I pushed something inside of me. It felt like a red hot poker in my hooha and lower abdomen. I couldnt even lie on the floor. I started crying and calling for my husband. He couldnt even touch me to put me on the bed it hurt so bad. Somehow I managed to do a walk and crawl thing to the bed and just laid there for about 30 minutes until the pain subsided. Hubby thinks I need to talk to an attorney. I hope this all gets better. I am bummed all this happened this way. Its more painful that the crap is out of me. I hope it just goes away. My husband now needs to take off 2 -3 weeks from work now because I cant drive or even sit too long. I am depressed and cry at the drop of a hat. I thought it was all suppose to be better. Then I come home to a phone message from my attorney saying my job doesnt want to pay me anymore for my workmens comp because they heard through the grapevine I had an unauthorized non workmens comp surgery and to call him on monday. Unauthorized surgery? Since when does my job run my body or my life. I sooooo need to get the fuck out of there. I thought it was weird that my job called my room when I was in the hospital. LOL ..I thought my supervisor was calling me to ask me all my information because they were sending me some flowers or something. How naieve can someone be. I should have known better. Now I have to call my attorney on monday and fight for this shit with my knee ..to stay out more. Good thing that came out of this was I got a letter from the fire department on the Big island to take my test Febuary 16th. I hope I get that job. A lot has happened to me in less than a weeks time. I will no longer take for granted going to the bathroom and just plain ole passing gas without pain. People you just dont know how lucky you are ..lol. Sorry if I grossed you guys out or was too personal about certain bodily functions but I just thought you needed to know. Hey at least its not CANCER. I feel gratful for that. Thank you all for your prayers and kind words. Just continue praying that I get better.