Monday, January 23, 2006

Sooooo ready for this

Anyhow I went to the doctors office today and now the pain has jumped to the other side of my female parts. No not my ass. Although I do have a pain that is home today from work. Anyhow I am cleared for takeoff tomorrow. I am pissed though. I call up my two life insurance companies to make sure the premimums were deducted from my paychecks since I have been out on workmens comp. So I am thinking of my husband and kids if something should happen to me during surgery ..you just dont know. Anyhow I am on the phone and my husband started yelling at me to get off the phone so that we can pick up my son who is in school. I tell him to hold on for one minute and he makes some stupid ass comment which I dont care to mention. I get pissed and tell him 'I am doing this for you..but then I should know better to do anything for you. So now I am here in this house where I dont care to be at because he is an asshole. Oh God get me through this shit. And please dont tell me that its his way of dealing with it. He is a grown man and should know how to deal with shit already. I do. Men they are such fucken babies. Speaking of babies. Yep the stepdaughter came over yesterday and yes I took Vicodin. Yes I made it through it and yes I got happier with the vicodin. Nothing like taking life by the reigns with some medicinal help. I should be home on Wednesday sometime ...unless there is complications. I dont expect there to be but you just never know.

2 comments:

JUST A MOM said...

OK SWEETY hang in there you will feel so much better real soon!! I am praying for you to have a wonderful long nap tomorrow!!! When you wake up you will feel so much better. LOVE YA GIRL!!!! Let us know as soon as ya get a chance how your doing.

Kim said...

Hang in there. I'm praying for you today too. WOn't be long and you'll feel human again...