What was I saying yesterday about 10 yrs being married???

Yeah well we got into a huge fight. What about???, me going up to my sons graduation. Idiot. I knew he would pull this shit. I asked him today and he came with a stupid thing back.. "Dont get silly". Silly about what? I was asking a legit question. Is he going with me to G's graduation? No answer. So the rest of the day we were not talking to each other. As it got later I went up to him again. Of course the yelling started. Him- "You're an idiot in wanting to go. He is going to treat you like he did over Xmas, by not being around." Me- "Why do you say I am an idiot? You knew since November that I wanted to go to his graduation." Me-" I dont ask for anything from you. Its not like we dont have the money?" Him-"Its because you are chasing his ass to Missouri to see him for 1 hour." Me-"Its not for 1 hour and if you dont want to go then dont, because I am." Him-"Good go...and chase his ass all over the world for all I care". I then proceeded to tell him to fuck off. I will go to my doctors appointment in the morning, make MY reservations for me and the kids later. Asshole... for the life of me I really dont know why I am still in this shit. I am starting to think the more years we are together it's like a war. There is a lot of carnage and mayhem..but in the end hopefully peace.